Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Math????!!!!!



Ok! I have to relax and face our periodical test. The subjects that we're going to take are Sci A and Math. Oh my goodness! Math?!!! Yah! We’re going to take math today. And I know that it will not be easy. There’s so much pressure in my mind today. Math, math, math, math! That’s the thing, that the thing! I don’t know if I can do it. But I’m already here. First we start our Sci A test. It’s quiet confusing, but I came up with all the answers. But I know that not all of my answers there are correct. Anyway, I can still assure that I will pass this subject. I arrived early to school today. I’m just sitting so that my energy will not be wasted. I spent my time in quietness. The bell has finally rang. The test is going to start in a few minutes. Finally, our examiner, Madame MontaƱo came in. we greeted her good morning and then we sat down. Here we go! The test papers are distributed and then we started answering. Think, think and think. Answer here, answer there. It’s like that I’m inside a space looking for a way to get out. Ok, almost there! And……. Yes! I’m done! I reviewed my paper and after reviewing, I put it down. I don’t want to pass yet because no one is passing their paper. At last, one of my classmates stood up and passed her paper. I just sat down for a few more minutes. After a while, almost all of my classmates passed their paper so I stood up and pass my paper also. I get out of the classroom and I headed towards the faculty. I just want to see someone in the faculty. After seeing the person, I went and sat on one of the benches. I went there to pray. The next subject is going to be math. I already have the secret weapon. And that weapon is called prayer. Ok, I’m ready! Kriiiiiiiiiiiiiiing! It’s already time for math test. After a few minutes, I found myself busy answering the test. The test is only ten items. But I can’t imagine that I still lack time! The time is one hour and thirty minutes! Oh My! I can’t take this anymore! Joke! I mean it! Math test is really hard. I don’t know if I passed. I hope so. But I should! I have to pass this subject. Because if not if I will not pass, my dad will get angry. But I know that Jesus won’t leave me regardless. It’s just about trust and not leaning on my on understanding. But I’m still afraid. But one of the Psalms said that: When I am afraid O, Lord Almighty, I put my trust in You. (Psalm 56:3) That was an excellent verse for me. I can really witness that whenever I need some inspiring words, I always found it in the Bible, God’s word.

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