Being a Teenager

Being a teenager is not that understandable. Because et requires a lot of changes. I can say this because I too has been experiencing this. I could really compare the changes during my primary level, intermediate level, and now. I know that mostly teenagers parents think that their child is still a little girl or a little boy Yes, we understand that we're still young but it doesn't also mean that we think that we can be independent. We only want them to realized that we are still young but have more mature minds. Yes, we knew that we don't know all the things in this world. But we would just like to say that we're growing up! Maybe they just need adjustments because we changed. We all know that as a person grows he/she undergoes changes. We are also growing up, therefore we changed. Just like when I was still in my elementary years. I love to play and run. Especially at lunch time, I'm always running. I played a lot of games with my classmates, mostly boys! I'm a little tomboy at that time. But when I reached grade six, I no longer want to play rough games. And I'm starting to admire boys. Yes, it is what they called "crush". But when I had a crush it will only last for a few hours or maybe two to three days. Isn't it weird! I myself don't understand why. It's just suddenly there and it suddenly disappear! It's really hard to understand. You know, something that it;s like a puzzle. But maybe it's only a part of growing up. The feeling of having more time with friends, with fun. But of course all my friends that I want to be with are all Christians! Just like me! And mostly the persons that are closed to me are older than me. And I'm very closed to my teachers during my elementary years. Maybe I'm growing up now and have that target in life for me to have a good future. Now, last December 30,2006 was the last day of our Christmas Camp. And that time I saw someone. He is good-looking and also a Christian. Even though we are group mates, I haven't notice him in the last few days. I only notice him on that day because he borrowed my jacket. I thought to myself that this will soon fade away. I was suppose to have a crush on one of the fourth years. But after two days, it soon faded away. But this person I met in the camp is different. Until now, it still never faded away. But of course I'm still young. I'm only limited to that. I still have to ask for God's will. Maybe after a few more days, this will soon fade away. Maybe. All I can say is that I am no longer a child, not yet a woman, it;s just something in between. It's just the middle that has lots of things to understand. The question is usually "why". Teenagers' life is really an adventure!