All About Me

Everyone is different. I can really say that every person has different personality from the other. Being unique is a characteristic in each one of us. Everyone is special and we are fearfully an wonderfully made. No one is like us in this world. We are the only one in this world, and nothing will be like us. I, myself is also different. I have a different attitude, different personality and many more.
I just wanna tell about myself. And here's my story......
When I was still young, maybe five months old, my mother already left me. Isn't it unfair? I grew up with my father and my grandparents. I am still lucky because they love me and cared so much for me. And in return I love them also. I don't even know the story of my father and my mother. I don't know the reason why they were separated. But my grandmother told me that my mother went to Japan and worked there. When she went back here, she didn't tell them that she was returning. What she did was that she kept it as a secret. But my father found out that she is already here in the Philippines he went to fetch her at her mother's house. But she wouldn't want to go home because according to her our house is to far. When she went back to Japan and when she return again, she already had another boy with her. According to her, the boy was only her friend. Then later my father found out that my mother is committing adultery. Until now, I haven't talk with her sincerely. I don't even know her full name! Her birthday and what is she. I don't know why she left and in fairness I didn't do anything to her. My neighbors always asked me if I didn't missed my mother. I would just smile. I can't imagine for thirteen years she was not there to care for me. She didn't even mind what I am now. I'm already contented in living without her because I can do nothing about it. She already had her own family and I have mine. But my question is am I not her daughter that even to talk to me she can't do it? I don't wanna know the history of my father and mother because it only remembers me the thing that she did to me. But I'm not angry with her. If ever she would talk to me, I would. I was still young when I said to myself that I would never miss her because all my life, she's not there. But until one day, a news reached me and it really hurts!! I don't know what to say but I can say that I have to accept the truth. My mother is no longer there so I have to accept it. It's a burden in my heart because I didn't even have time to tell her that I love her even though she left me. I never had a chance to talk with her about how I feel. I never had a chance to embrace her. It's really a burden! But I have to move on. Anyway, there are lots of people who loved me. And right now I'm very close to the people usually older than me. And now, my life is this. Making everything to keep going. Sometimes past really hurts, but no matter how sad it is, it's alrealy